Did you ever wonder how you got to be who you are today? Was it because you made that one decision on that one particular day that changed your lifes path forever or was it just always meant to be? Fate of sorts? The reason I ask is that I often question my life decisions. Should I have dropped out of school? Should I have left home young? Should I have left him earlier?
But then I remember That had I not done all of those things I wouldn't have what I have today, my husband, my daughters, my life. Would my life be horrible had I not made these decisions. I am so grateful for the life I have right now, I love my husband and my children and couldn't imagine life without.
In my 25 years I have suffered considerable heartache. I've lost a parent, a brother and most relatives. This caused my heArt to ache in ways that you feel like someone has pulled the rug out from underneath you and your world falls apart, this has effected me in ways that I cannot describe, it still effects me today, however these experiences whilst heart wrenching have been apart of structuring my life and making me who I am. Without them I once again question what my life would be today.
So my question to you is...would you change anything...
I love them, I miss them, I'd bring them back tomorrow if I could but my life is what it is and I LOVE it.
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